Post by Cloud Strife on Mar 14, 2011 15:47:25 GMT -5
Cloud was looking around, just trying to find something. Maybe he was trying to clear his mind, there had been a lot of things going wrong lately, and he was having an issue understanding them. For some reason his mind had been so conflicted, and he wasn't quite sure how to deal with it. Kadaj and the others the ones he didn't want to deal with, had shown up. But maybe that was fate, it seemed to be playing a major key in how things were working now, and also in what kept happening. "Hm..clearing the mind has always seemed to work before why won't it work now..." Maybe this time it was just cause he was to confused, and too stressed, there was just so much that could go wrong. He wanted to be by himself but that never ended up happening he was always interrupted. People with a bone to pick, or someone who just wandered that direction. 'I wonder what Kadaj is doing...and Genesis...' Why did his mind wander back to those two.
It wasn't like he wanted anything to do with them, and yet it just kept coming back. The way he was called Niisan, and a few other names. Some pleasant, some not so pleasant. That was besides the point though, he was going to show them what he wanted, or at least figure out what it was. Things had changed for him, and well maybe deep down he was changing as well. Even if he didnt' want to admit it, his mind was so confused and even though he thought it would be a bit easier to live. Being in this state maybe it would be better for him to be elsewhere and yet he had wandered here. To this place, where there was just something a bit to not right about this whole thing.
He had to protect everyone that was his job, his life's goal, maybe that had to do with why he had come here. Cloud was supposed to protect the ones that mattered to him, and even the ones who probably didn't. He wasn't going to be picky, if they needed his help then that was what they were going to get, even if there was nothing more he could do, but keep them safe. He put his hand on the sword that was on his back, one of the few he kept around, but still. "It's quiet a bit too quiet..." he didn't understand why he was hating how quiet this was. Then again usually when it was to quiet something bad happened, as always it seemed.
